Are u listening?

I cant do this..

How do I go on like this... My heart is heavy. Heavy with the thoughts of you. I miss you so very much. Just too much to bear.

On days that i want to say i miss you, how do i say i miss you. Would you want to hear it? Is it wrong for me to miss you?

You, the espresso to my days. You. the ember that sparks the passion in everything i do. You, the one who constantly makes me laugh. You, whose voice alone is enough to calm my darkest moments. You, who, in the most nothing of words i see from you everyday, makes me feel like its the sweetest love letter of all times.

You, who never gave up on me. You, who love me just the way i am with my flaws.

u.

I wonder if you will be there for me forever? Or will you leave me in this dark abyss i have created for myself. Will you tire of loving me? I wonder if i will be willing to let you go to be happier with another. Or will i just wither away and disappear at the mercy of time?

u. i miss u very much.

Relinking

Link to who i was, and after some very long thought, it is who i still am..with some minor changes though... :

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