Hmm...

i sit and conjure me beautiful spaces
i dream of endless beauty and perfection
to seduce and enthral


but when i walk out
i realized im squinting in the bright light
adjusting my eyes from the constant dim
and stretching my arms
unlocking knots that have formed in my back


its that instant
i am made aware
that conjuring dreamlands
and imagining fantasy worlds

had put a curse
and made me deem this world im in
dull and lifeless


so this is where
i enjoy absolute latitude
on white spaces in computer screens
typing away
my creations and unreal desires



NOTE TO SELF:
1)get a green indoor plant to set my eyes on every now n then

2)get ready for thicker lenses on my glasses

sigh................