I have always thought i was okay looking
Not hot, not cun, not extremely beautiful
But okay looking..
I used to notice guys staring at me
Those irritating top to toe stares
Or those cute malu2 glances...
Before i met you.
Now i honestly feel ugly
I honestly feel
Like im never good enough
To walk beside you
I have too many blemishes on my face
I am too fat
I dont dress up well enough
And i have plaque..on my teeth...
I dont notice the stares anymore
Or the glances
From other men
Is it just me
Or have i really turned ugly
They say confidence makes you look hot
They say self esteem is attractive
I dont really have much of those two anymore
I guess
Since i met you...
Counting the moments till i hear
One word of compliment from you again
Hoping...hoping...
Sayang, am i really that ugly
In your eyes?
Or isit just me?
haha
ReplyDeleteeverybody have their own sides of ugly.
depends on your view upon evrything.
a good view makes a good image.
vice versa.
hmm...i guess what u said is true kan...
ReplyDeletei should start viewing myself as hot as salma hayek then...huhu.. manalah tahu terkeluar aura camtu ke.. :P lol...
u..jangan la berangan terok sangat..kot era fazira pon dah ok dah. ni nak salma hayek..chait!hakhak
ReplyDeletethen again, look at urself at the best part of you that the world need..things might just get ok.
haha..erra fazira tinggi sangat la.. macam tak mungkin je nak tinggi cam tu...salma hayek tu pendek la sikit...ahahah :P
ReplyDeleteyea... i gotta be a little positive la kan.. kena gain balik self confidence ni..haha :) thanks for the wise words...