Happy Birthday Marissa!!

Entry ni ditujukan khas to my crazee colleague..Marissa Amalina Edham..

Note, Exhibit A:

Apparent Cousin 'It' impersonation

Model-ish pose with flying hair~

'Like-A-Sir' :)

Note, Exhibit B:

Exhbit A + 'Girl Interrupted' in Red

The exhibits above are evidence that proves this conclusion:

YOU ARE AWESOME!!

Le Unstoppable Awesome-ness!!
p/s: Picture taken just minutes ago to commemorate the epic birthday! :)

HAPPY twenty..erm...rahsia la :P BIRTHDAY MARISSA AMALINA EDHAM! Me is love you very much! Glad to have le crazy buddy in the office! 

Sincerely,

Faranadia Ahmad

Somethings...All Things...

There are somethings you can never take a break from.

Somethings without time outs.

Somethings which are the first on your mind, when you open your eyes to see the morning sunlight illuminating the room.

Somethings which are the last on your mind, before your eyes are shut and the dark abyss takes over.

Somethings that make you smile for its unboundless warmth and pleasure.

Somethings that make your tears seem unjustified, unsufficient to portray the frustration that overwhelms you.

Somethings that decide what sort of person you are.

Somethings that decide what sort of person you can be.

And, there are also somethings you just dont know. Somethings you just want. Somethings you need. Somethings you can never hold on to. And somethings.....you might just be able to have.

Takdir memang telah ditulis. Tetapi pilihan untuk ke jalan-A atau jalan-B tetap milik kita. Akal dah diberi. Yang betul dan yang salah, itu terpulang atas tuan punya nafsu dan logik. Not just somethings..but actually, ALL things..we decide.

"When I'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down"

-The Fray: Look After You

You, yes you..thanks for the motivation nak up entry ye :)
p/s: gambar tiada kene mengena dgn entry..hanya nak tambah gambar berunsur gedik dalam blog yg tak pernah ada gambar ni :P

Of tolerance and respect

Why is it so difficult to do what we are supposed to do. What we have been doing the last 27 years. We keep moving an inch here, another inch there to fit in, and let everyone else fit in. People fighting, screaming for just propositions, but end up doing the one thing they have always wanted to do. Stomp over, take over and screw over.

Im building intolerance towards tolerating. Ive had enough. Giving in all the time means weakness to some people. And when they are blind to the strength in giving in, they fail to see the repercussions. A recoil of emotional and mental suppression over the years.

Yes. Ive made up my mind. I will be still and silent. But my silent frustrated screams will be projected on my attitude and behaviour, as it is only natural.

p/s: tolerance is begging for respect. respect is not asking for it, neither is it impliedly forced upon. It is earned. I only give it to the well deserving.

Hypocrisy

They smile and i smile
They laugh and i smile
They talk and i smile
They scream and i smile

I only smile

Its tiring to live in a shut-up and put-up world. To keep the peace. Really?
Penat berpura-pura la.

Hmm...

i sit and conjure me beautiful spaces
i dream of endless beauty and perfection
to seduce and enthral


but when i walk out
i realized im squinting in the bright light
adjusting my eyes from the constant dim
and stretching my arms
unlocking knots that have formed in my back


its that instant
i am made aware
that conjuring dreamlands
and imagining fantasy worlds

had put a curse
and made me deem this world im in
dull and lifeless


so this is where
i enjoy absolute latitude
on white spaces in computer screens
typing away
my creations and unreal desires



NOTE TO SELF:
1)get a green indoor plant to set my eyes on every now n then

2)get ready for thicker lenses on my glasses

sigh................

Age

I look in the mirror today..and i see 'age'
Rupa-rupanya saya dah tak muda lagi..

When u realise something..
It's time you start doing something about it..

I still say Alhamdulillah, kerana diberi kesedaran
Perlu tingkatkan usaha
Ke arah kebaikan lagi...

:)

Walk On

An addict to things unreachable. Constant craving and need for the unapproachable. Ive lived long enough in my head to realise that sadistic pleasure of wanting something impossible pushes me on. A demented form of motivation, yet is the only substance that keeps me sated..but disillusioned.