Vanilla or Espresso

I love being safe

I love being loved

I love being taken care of

I love having someone i can count on

Every step of the way

Everyday

But i miss the conversations

I miss the adrenaline rush of doing stupid things

I miss the way i was totally understood,

bared to my soul

My thoughts revealed,

even before a word is spoken

I love how safe it is to feel safe

I love the comfort

I love the warmth

I love the undisturbed nights

The cozy cuddles

I miss the passion

I miss the feeling of being fragile

Knowing I could be that vulnerable

I miss the crazy laughs,

and the gaze that could drown me in an ocean of fervour

Vanilla..comfortable, always good, unvaried, affectionate, and safe...

Espresso..inviting, addictive, exciting, unraveling, and detrimental in unlimited quantity

Vanilla or Espresso....

I know what i want....

Right??